So time came for my annual check-up again, in 2015. We have been married for 6 months and were comfortable with our situation. The doctor asked her questions and then did a transvaginal ultrasound. That relieve when she looks at you and says ‘Everything is looking good‘ doesn’t go away. Before you go in it’s almost like jitters in your stomach for a moment and then everything calms. I am still ok, I am managing this disease. So she was happy and I was happy. We also discussed family planning this time around. She recommended I go to a fertility specialist in Cape Town when the time comes, as this is closer to where I live. And still you do a little victory dance, knowing that there is a possibility that you might still be able to hold your own baby one day. At a very large price tag, but the possibility is there. For now that is good enough for me.